in <3 with twilight !

Hi guys

Ummm !

it's such a long freakini time wallah

i am back to bloging

hopefully this time

i wont stop no matter

what happens

so i know that most of

you guys heard or

already have seen

the movie of da year

the new moon saga

^^

well i am a huge fan

and still waiting for

a clear dvd copy

to watch it until

then i just keep

staring to that poster

like an obssessive fan

take alook at my room

see ya

me back

^^

naive

I hate looking back
it always reminds me of my mistakes
and i am that kinda people who don't forgive themselves
today i feel so naive ,, i over look up forward
i see myself drifting away to nowhere
..
yeah it's been awhile since ma last
post i don;t even know why i am
here hiding in ma blog
again and again in the same
circle

i met you today
i always look at you
like an icon of perfection
but when we're together
i don't feel together
why am i keeping worshiping you
telling myself how good you're
to me while there's nothing there
i am Naive and Taylor swift's songs
killing me

happy sweet 20
me , myself and i
i need to get this blog
back ,, it's the hug
i through myself in
when it all goes wrong

×محتاج ,, حضن

محتاج حضن

,,,

محتاج حضن مثل القبر

أدفن فيه أهاتي

و أدثر نفسي بترابه

و أرحل فيه و يرحل بي

حضن أحمر بلون الدم

أنقش فيه تاريخ

يمع الدمعه مع الأحزان

مع النسيان و المهجر

و يبعد همهمات الناس و لعنات الشياطين

و أبقى في سكون الليل أرسم فيه لوحاتي

بلا إسم و بلا عنوان

أذيل بها مراسيلي

تمنيتك

و صورتك بأحلامي

و ثارت ضدي أيامي

و أقلامي و ألواني

محتاج حضن عشان أقسى

عشان أنسى و أتناسى

sweet lie

BRB