Isn't weird this world we live in? When something unpleasant happen to us it became so shameful for us to entertain we reject it we hate but if we look deep enough behind what's happen to us there are lots of surprises and happiness and behind every joy and cheer up there're tons of problems , ordeals and tears ..
A year ago when my skin start to be ruff and that unbelievable scratch that I felt... when the first symptoms showed up I didn't care I've just ignored it and said to myself "whatever"..
Day after day I couldn’t resist scratching myself till the area I scratch became dark and thick and It hurt with a painful way I couldn't ignore it .. What happened to me?
I went to a stupid clinic the doctor said that it's a usual allergic and all it need is an injection's pinch in the butt, tabloids and an ointment and then my condition became worse!
I notice that everyone starts to treat me differently after that unknown disease that I got my friends my family even my roomettes …
Nothing do compeers to that feeling of rejection from your society even the blood drops I've bleed every time I scratch my skin …
Alone when my live start to change deep inside I knew that only god knows what I am going through... However I try to show that strength and tough are you to let them know that I am totally fine but inside of me there's that super sensitive person who smells the pettiness... oh god what's wrong with me?
In the other hand having that mysterious sickness have some advantages... Yes it opened my eyes to so many things that were covering my eyes by grace...
I knew how much my family loves me... my lovely mother keep bringing those traditional medicines even if there sore taste I felt that she was worried about me even more than me... my dad and my brothers & sisters didn’t give me that special treating there were just like usual we fight , play and have fun ..
I knew who are my real friends and who are my enemies who hide behind the friendship's mask...
I didn't like to go out so when I stayed home I focused on my study and I've read a lot of books and learned so many new things.
One day my father took me to a privet clinic for complications problems and when the doctor saw me she said "don't worry" then she smile...
She said that I have eczema and that my skin is too dry and sensitive and she will give me an oil , tabloids and a ointment and within one week I restore my normal soft healthy skin and when I keep using those medicines my complexion becomes so soft and fresh everything get back perfect just like it use to be before but this time I've learned my lesson and I washed all my unfaithful friends who didn’t see that I am the same ill person before and I keep doing the things I use to do when I was sick .
I think this is what happened when god loves us... he test us if we will fall a part just because we fall from grace or a stupid block faced us we should be strong and I don't know about you but take an advice from me don’t trust the happiness because it's all just a presents cover papers and when you open it there's nothing but the pain..
A year ago when my skin start to be ruff and that unbelievable scratch that I felt... when the first symptoms showed up I didn't care I've just ignored it and said to myself "whatever"..
Day after day I couldn’t resist scratching myself till the area I scratch became dark and thick and It hurt with a painful way I couldn't ignore it .. What happened to me?
I went to a stupid clinic the doctor said that it's a usual allergic and all it need is an injection's pinch in the butt, tabloids and an ointment and then my condition became worse!
I notice that everyone starts to treat me differently after that unknown disease that I got my friends my family even my roomettes …
Nothing do compeers to that feeling of rejection from your society even the blood drops I've bleed every time I scratch my skin …
Alone when my live start to change deep inside I knew that only god knows what I am going through... However I try to show that strength and tough are you to let them know that I am totally fine but inside of me there's that super sensitive person who smells the pettiness... oh god what's wrong with me?
In the other hand having that mysterious sickness have some advantages... Yes it opened my eyes to so many things that were covering my eyes by grace...
I knew how much my family loves me... my lovely mother keep bringing those traditional medicines even if there sore taste I felt that she was worried about me even more than me... my dad and my brothers & sisters didn’t give me that special treating there were just like usual we fight , play and have fun ..
I knew who are my real friends and who are my enemies who hide behind the friendship's mask...
I didn't like to go out so when I stayed home I focused on my study and I've read a lot of books and learned so many new things.
One day my father took me to a privet clinic for complications problems and when the doctor saw me she said "don't worry" then she smile...
She said that I have eczema and that my skin is too dry and sensitive and she will give me an oil , tabloids and a ointment and within one week I restore my normal soft healthy skin and when I keep using those medicines my complexion becomes so soft and fresh everything get back perfect just like it use to be before but this time I've learned my lesson and I washed all my unfaithful friends who didn’t see that I am the same ill person before and I keep doing the things I use to do when I was sick .
I think this is what happened when god loves us... he test us if we will fall a part just because we fall from grace or a stupid block faced us we should be strong and I don't know about you but take an advice from me don’t trust the happiness because it's all just a presents cover papers and when you open it there's nothing but the pain..
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